It’s a question I ask myself every day.
But in this context, what happened so I didn’t write in two weeks? It’s something I like to call ‘Mere Functional Depression’.
I’ve only been doing the mere stuff to get me by. Work, rehearsal/performance, food, and bathing. Anything creative or hobby-ish practically didn’t exist. Of course, I tried. There are a certain three people who are making sure I do those things, and I’ve at least tried. I worked on some cross stitch, I drew. But none of it was joyful as it usually is. I just did it to do it. Writing was put on the wayside, unfortunately. I didn’t have anything interesting to say.
I can’t say if I’m fully back since I’m still in that uncreative yet functional funk. But at least I have an update for you.
Wednesday, I’ll talk about the play I was just in, and Friday…I don’t know. Guess we’ll see.
Good to be back, though.
Hugs
Alexandra